The last two weeks haven't been the greatest. I honestly haven't had the energy to do this. And making this change takes energy. I have to stop each time I'm about to eat and check, whats in it, can I eat it, what would be a better alternative. Its no longer just grab something and eat it. I know that eventually it will be that way again because I will know what I should and should not eat. Ive let myself down. I find it amazing how good I was feeling, my clothes were fitting better and I had so much energy. Today I put on a pair of pants that were so comfortable last week and today they are just a little too tight. We are at the end of our rope financially, but today we put things into motion that will hopefully end that. I'm hoping that without the money stress Michael and I can start to heal our relationship. We are so stressed with everything and our biggest worry is will we lose our house. Luckily we were able to find a fix so with the stress level going way down maybe we can address some of the other things that are problems in our marriage.
So back to my makeover, back to putting my energy into making this change. Back to seeing Dr. Os and Dr. Patti, I'm looking forward to it, I miss seeing them each week. Ive got my recipes and shopping list for next week and I'm ready to go.
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